Bad girl apologises to body...

I have been a bad girl, i mean very bad girl to body and sincerely have not appreciated my body enough.

Ever since i balloned to my initial start weight 160kg, i have hated my body, never given it breathing space, always nagging about how bad it made me feel but the truth is i am also involved in making it this way... so i decided to write an apology letter to my body and also promise to stay committed to my journey...

See letter after the cut

Dear Body,

Ever since i started loosing weight, i have seen you on a different light, i know that i have been very terrible to you, eating everything and anything that flies past and not giving a damn to what you feel or think...

I have continously trampled on your ego and keep blaming you for all my mishap, the other day i was furious at you for even allowing me to blow to this this stage, making me go through so much stress to help you reduce the fat which you kept piling in...

Yes i know you tried warning me with those little signs you give my tummy when am full but i kept eating with my eyes and damning you for having the guts to warn me for overfeeding because i was already very angry.

I have been a bad buddie... i promised to be there for you but i have seriously failed, i have allowed people to laugh at you forgetting that we are in this together, i have always referred you to as "this" body instead of "my" body, i have allowed so many bad moments take a toll of our relationship but all is ending now.

Yes i know alot of water has passed under the bridge but am willing to make amends... I have started to make one actually...

From this day onwards, i want to remind you about the commitment i made to you on my birthday, to treat you right, make you feel light and keep you happy, healthy and fit.

If i never told you, know now, I appreciate you even with all that pounds of fat... yes!!! ... you held in my two pretty ones for 9 months ... and we did it... same way we will, hand in hand loose the weight.

Also, thank you for taking all my bullshit and still being strong for me, no complications, no bad health nothing.

As we keep committed in this weight loss journey, keep in mind that .... it will end in praise!!!

                                                                                  Yours One and Only

                                                                                                         Nelly

Bad girl apologises to body...

I have been a bad girl, i mean very bad girl to body and sincerely have not appreciated my body enough.

Ever since i balloned to my initial start weight 160kg, i have hated my body, never given it breathing space, always nagging about how bad it made me feel but the truth is i am also involved in making it this way... so i decided to write an apology letter to my body and also promise to stay committed to my journey...

See letter after the cut

Dear Body,

Ever since i started loosing weight, i have seen you on a different light, i know that i have been very terrible to you, eating everything and anything that flies past and not giving a damn to what you feel or think...

I have continously trampled on your ego and keep blaming you for all my mishap, the other day i was furious at you for even allowing me to blow to this this stage, making me go through so much stress to help you reduce the fat which you kept piling in...

Yes i know you tried warning me with those little signs you give my tummy when am full but i kept eating with my eyes and damning you for having the guts to warn me for overfeeding because i was already very angry.

I have been a bad buddie... i promised to be there for you but i have seriously failed, i have allowed people to laugh at you forgetting that we are in this together, i have always referred you to as "this" body instead of "my" body, i have allowed so many bad moments take a toll of our relationship but all is ending now.

Yes i know alot of water has passed under the bridge but am willing to make amends... I have started to make one actually...

From this day onwards, i want to remind you about the commitment i made to you on my birthday, to treat you right, make you feel light and keep you happy, healthy and fit.

If i never told you, know now, I appreciate you even with all that pounds of fat... yes!!! ... you held in my two pretty ones for 9 months ... and we did it... same way we will, hand in hand loose the weight.

Also, thank you for taking all my bullshit and still being strong for me, no complications, no bad health nothing.

As we keep committed in this weight loss journey, keep in mind that .... it will end in praise!!!

                                                                                  Yours One and Only

                                                                                                         Nelly