Prisoner of food?

So am having difficulties settling back into the diet, it feels like am in week 1 again. The hunger pains are back, I can't think straight my reasoning brains are covered with sweet little things, and the worse of all is that voice, yes, that freaking voice... drumming at the back of my head saying ... "Nelly remember one more wouldnt hurt, you are already here at the cake shop picking a cake for your son, just look right, ah! Your fav! Carrot cake, it's just a slice and its carrot cake for crying out loud, it's healthy"

This is just part of what the voice told me oh! It was bad and I was feeling terrible and to worsen it all, my son's cake had some delays and jeez you need to have seen me shaking as if I was on drugs. Then I asked myself what the heck is this? This is not how it should be, I cannot be bound by my "self" anymore, even if i need to have a carrot cake it should be my "my" decision not "self's".

I do love my life in all entity and wont be shackled by some mere food that will give me little pleasures for now and regrets all year long.

Its had starting back again but i expected that and am not giving up...

The other day my hubby said to me when he kept his hand around my waist "hmm you have developed "new" waist... keep it up" these words and bible verses keeps helping me to keep pushing...

"Forget the former things do not dwell in the past, see am doing a new thing! now it springs up; you do not perceive it? am making a way in the desert and a spring in the wasteland" Isaiah 43: 18-19

"those who wait upon the lord will get new strenght, they will rise up with wings like eagles, they willl run but not get tired, they will work and not become weak" Isaiah 40:31

Thats all i needed to hear, enough to crush that voice and move towards my goal...am getting back on track,

Its really hard oh! but impossible is nothing.